Lost or Won? Given up or fighting still?

I have often got this feedback that most of my write ups talk about depressed moods and pain. Particularly when to the world, I am not a melancholic person, people are quite surprised to check out such contents on my blog.

Hence I was in double state of mind before posting the new one... but i think i will go for it still!

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I paint my weakness, with a made up smile,

And often with a stream, the pain I reveal.

A body of dust, a bleeding heart trapped inside,

Shattered dreams and lost ambitions,

How long would my boat, with this hole survive.

I project my strength, with a shine in my eyes,

Often with this glow, the battle I fight,

Achieved Missions and Conquered fears,

As long as I breathe, I will live with pride.

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